Wednesday May 23 2012

Miracles are possible, Gemini. Are those reassuring words to you, Gemini? You may have become so overwhelmed with a struggle, and so disappointed and disillusioned by the current state of a difficult situation, that you have lost the twinkle in your eye and the magic in your spirit. But just because things aren’t going all that well right now does not mean your circumstances can’t completely turn around for you, because life can turn on a dime. You can expect a miracle in your life very soon.
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My horoscopes has been on point and it scares me that it knows me too well. I am afraid to know the truth. It’s funny because this horoscope ties into the one from last week saying something will hold me back. I don’t like to think horoscopes are a fortune teller but it sorta does feels like one. Maybe I will take my horoscopes into consideration because it gives me answers.

“You are a dynamic and active sign, Gemini - some might even say you are HYPER-active. But you like it that way. You don’t feel comfortable unless you are moving, being productive, and always pursuing something. It makes you feel like you’re accomplishing your goals and not wasting your time. But sometimes it is much better to sit and wait for the right moment to get moving. Something is up in the air now, and you may be restlessly trying to contain it. But if you are patient, it will settle down on its own and save you the trouble. That’s the best way to go.”

Lately, my horoscope has been reading my mind and/or knows me very well.

Is it that bad to correct somebody?! I’m not saying I’m the best writer because I know I’m not but I know when I see an error or mistakes and when it doesn’t make sense or when someone misinform someone, I feel like I have the need to fix that. What a lot of people would say, “worry about yourself and let others, worry about them”. I guess, people hate being corrected and they get offensive. But, it’s not like you are rudely correcting them.

I thought there was something wrong with me but there’s nothing wrong with me. 

       There’s a saying, “Relationships come and go but friends will be there forever”. Well, along those lines. I really think that quote goes both ways. I don’t think friends will always be there for you. What I do know is that friends do come and go. Sometimes I question myself if I was the one who made the friendship fall apart. I tried to keep in contact with friends but I realize that it’s them who are not trying. When they don’t try, that’s when I gave up and lose touch with them. In the end, everything is left unanswered.

        I guess, I got tired of believing that friends will be there for you but that is just all bunch of bogus and wishful thinking. Friends can make up all the excuses they want but one thing they should know is that you are not stupid enough to believe any word they say. 

        I hope someday I will find that friend I am looking for. For now, I will enjoy my life and not take things too seriously. Take others words with a grain of salt and not believe the new “friends” you make, will always be there for you because that is not true.

Few days ago, I discovered something about me. I discovered that I have anger management when someone annoys me. I believe I’ve rubbed off from my brother and I don’t really know how to control my anger. When I’m with my friends, I’m fine but when I’m around someone I know a lot and I mean a lot, I tend to get carried away. That’s because I’m at that stage when I’m comfortable around them like how I would be with my family. Gee! Why do I have repeat myself a lot? Why can’t they get it the third time around?

I am turning 22 today. It’s not really a big deal besides the fact that I’m turning a year older. It’s exciting in a way. =] I hope after today that it won’t go too fast because I don’t want to grow up fast. I just want to take it nice and slow. I know that eventually, I will have so much more responsibilities to take care of that it will add a lot of weight on my shoulder. And of course, I understand it’s part of living and part of being an adult but I feel like I won’t be able to handle. I’m afraid that I will become a failure. Anyway, I won’t think of that now. I am gonna enjoy celebrating my birthday. =] Woohoo!!

I feel so unenergize!!! I can’t sleep early, even if I want to. I messed up my sleeping schedule. Just being at home makes me hopeless. =| I can’t really solve my problem other then, keep on applying for jobs. When I want to do something, I suddenly don’t want to do it anymore. I have so much free time on my hand that I’m desperate for a job. All week long (Monday through Sunday), I am free all day. I just want a stinkin’ interview. I wish people knew that I may not be good at interviews but I’m sure damn good at getting the job done. Don’t employer see the applicants availability. I miss being able to go places and have fun. I want to be able to spend some money and not worrying about not having enough. Gosh, I’m dying for a job. :’(

PLEASE, let me have some kind of luck!!!!!!

I love him!! =] I believe that having a few days—weekly—time apart, gives each other time to breathe, do our own things, not being resentful to one another and just realizing that we miss and love each other more and more. I think that’s important. Learn to not be too attach to your man or women. Otherwise, you’ll make them feel like they can’t do anything else other then the fact that you always want them to yourself.
I’m happy that we’re those type of couples who doesn’t care for long conversation on the phone, when we rather save our comments or questions in person. It keeps us from being silent. =]……………………… Time for bed!